.:. ::: ! (o) These are words Ramo Wrote.

I say things, I feel things, I see things, I think things, I intuit things, and I experience life in the moment, in all its non linear quantum glory.

2021-05-24 13:07:35 PM


Okay, so I wanted to share this because it was most amusing to me and it was lovely as well. I went for a walk today, and while I was out, I took no technology, (as I like to do on nice walks..) The point was during the end of the walk, I sighted this older gentleman and greeted him with a “good afternoon.” He said good afternoon, and for a moment, as in the old days, we stopped what we were doing, because that is customary amongst people who are not in a hurry, and have good manners. It’s almost entirely lost on the youth culture these days though.

So we started talking, and he was telling me about how he had retired, and how he used to walk six dogs at a time on leash, and got into a conversation about dog obedience, role models, alpha dogs and alpha humans, and at the same time, a conversation in parallel interspersed as I had just walked by what I thought was my friend Amy’s parents house.

I asked him if he was a friend of Amy’s and he said yes! Why actually when I moved into the Lexington, (a retirement home), he said that Amy had helped him furnish his apartment. Also most interestingly, we spoke for several minutes about Amy before I asked him (not with a doubt in my mind that we were talking about the same one,) “pardon me but just so I am certain we are talking about the same Amy, this is the one with blonde hair?” He said oh no, the Amy I know is Korean and has black hair.

Ha ! Okay so once we determined it was not the same Amy, we continued our conversation for a few more minutes and then he brought up foreign languages a few minutes earlier as I had tried to recall Amy’s last name, but he did tell me an interesting story about learning Persian and French in the Army, and how it had saved his ass while he was in Vietnam…

I asked him, did you walk point? He said yes, why yes I did. And on that note I said thank you for stopping to have a cha†, and if I see you again I’ve got a new friend. He said indeed you got it, and we had traded names a few times – his name is Frank. Nice gent. It was a beautiful exchange.


I’m wondering how I knew he walked point.. Not that it matters much, but it’s interesting that I was right about that.

I’m back home now.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

2021-05-23 09:35:55 AM



not that i’m any authority here, (i’m not) but it seems to me that even if the lab is safe, synthesizing the genome of a virus that wiped out tens of millions of people from 1918 is a really stupid idea.

Well, they did it anyway.. Because curiosity killed the cat, I gander. I really don’t know what they were thinking, but well pardon me I’m just surprised… This is foolish, but they probably thought it was smart because they could use “modern tech” to see some things, and well, what if it escapes? What if there’s a freak accident in the lab and it gets out? ***What if it’s intentionally let out? dun dun dun! I don’t know man..

I just really hate reading this kind of shit.. Not that they’re ever going to stop.. The march of science and technology and bumblefuck stupidity (again pardon me), is relentless…


^ Here’s the 19 page pre-press from the research…

and here’s a short summary:


The 1918 influenza pandemic was the deadliest respiratory pandemic of the 20th century and determined the genomic make-up of subsequent human influenza A viruses (IAV). Here, we analyze the first 1918 IAV genomes from Europe and from the first, milder wave of the pandemic. 1918 IAV genomic diversity is consistent with local transmission and frequent long-distance dispersal events and in vitro polymerase characterization suggests potential phenotypic variability. Comparison of first and second wave genomes shows variation at two sites in the nucleoprotein gene associated with resistance to host antiviral response, pointing at a possible adaptation of 1918 IAV to humans. Finally, phylogenetic estimates based on extended molecular clock modelling suggests a pure pandemic descent of seasonal H1N1 IAV as an alternative to the hypothesis of an intrasubtype reassortment origin.

The following above paper is licensed under the following license: CC-BY-NC-ND 4.0 International license.

** I don’t get it man…**


~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

2021-05-21 20:02:35 PM

todays blog entry:


you know, i like california a lot. I also like the idea of being able to have the life autonomy i want to have, and i dont want to do the same thing as everyone else, necessarily, or be told what to do, by any large body that pretends to be my parents. meaning – a human being should be allowed to live freely as they wish as long as they are not harming other people directly with their direct actions. thats where some people get confused. we are entering the era of thought crimes, it seems, or where you can be viewed negatively for not doing something, because it’s not actually known what the things consequences are or are not.

I’m talking about what you think I’m talking about indeed, but more specifically this is just the tip of this ice burg and it not a concept that is going to go anywhere soon. because if this is one thing they can get over all of you, why do you think they’d stop there? and why would they? it means they have broken your spirit and will to assert yourself… your liberty… etc.


i’m also not advocating or talking about an uprising of any sort, i’m talking about simply doing what you want, and nothing you dont. but not being violent about it, or stupid about it, or blaise, or bragadaccio about it. I mean to say, if you dont want to do something, just don’t do it. if you feel something is not in your best interests, just don’t do it.

that’s all.


and i feign to say this but it seems, that the day is coming where one has to decide what country in the world or area or geographic locale is safe to live like this, simply as it were.

is that the truth of the matter? i really don’t know, but i’m looking to find out.

perspective is relative, to the observer but i do observe a lot outside myself and frame of reference, and talk to many and collect much data..


one thing is for sure, you sure as hell wont find me doing anything i dont want to, and i will not submit to external mandates that infringe upon my birthright as a peaceful inhabitant of this planet, to do a thing or not do a thing.

i have nothing but respect for those who have chosen to do the thing, but i dont want to do the thing.

that’s all i’m going to write here for now.

if you have any idea on where a safe country or area to live is, and you know so declaratively, please email me and explain what you know. thanks. i’ll read every response, sincerely.


^^^ email.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

2021-05-19 17:52:16 PM

i need to do something productive today that isnt just banging away at this keyboard.. but right now it seems that banging away at this keyboard is what i am doing, because i dont have a drivers liscense, and i dont have gas.

i’m working on getting my drivers liscense back but i wanted to say it has nothign to do with substances so please dont assume that, and also i did not hit anyone or anything, so please dont assume that either. everyone makes mistakes while driving periodically but i have always taken the care to be a very good driver.

anyway, so right now i wish to be seeing the sunset at the beach which is 5 miles away, from where i live, but instead of doing this i am inside my apartment, listening to a white noise generator, while typing on this keyboard, which is solar powered, and sitting here wondering what to do with the rest of my evening, when it gets dark. I’ve been up since 8 something, and then went back to bed until 10 something, and i have to remember today to close my window before midnight, because there is this person who smokes every night around then and its caught me off guard as i’ve been sitting here at midnight at my computer station several times, and it is terrible.


i sometimes wonder how this world is put together outside of the esoteric and metaphysical things ive read over the years, and wonder how much of all that is just some bullshit consensus reality that’s been passed on either through texts and repetition or if any of it is actually valid and holds any creedence at all.


it’s bizarre to consider that nobody knows anything but we can force things into existence, and i do sometimes wonder if thats the only way anything actually happens, and just how far we sit outside of the natural order… after all we are the only species that seems to pull things out of the ground for purposes other than mating, eating, or similar.

there are other things i wonder about too, lots of them really.

a lot more these days than when i was a kid, although when i was a kid, it seemed that there was endless wonder, and i still have that as an adult, but the funny thing is i dont consider myself an “adult” just a person who is on this planet, this green and blue earth thing.

i wonder often what the point of all this is, and i wonder if i will ever find a mate. a partner. because i don’t seem to notice any particular mechanism to meet one, and i dont seem to notice that there are any particular women around that i want to be with, they all seem to be out in other reaches of the world. the funny thing is this is an entirely simple issue and only a matter of the internet being there, the issue of “they are all elsewhere.” but back to the original issue=– i am a well meaning, kind, and i think fairly interesting 38 year old male (almost 39 in January, I will turn 39.) and i have not been married, and i have no life partner, in the sense of a biological female that occupies the same living space that i do.

i would be lying to you if i told you this does not bother me

click to read the rest of this, and it’s not negative whatsoever, but there’s about as much text after you click read more as there was preceding it.


read at your own risk. its pretty stupid. but if you know why im sharing this, you know why im sharing this. not for any reason other than it’s amazing that this kind of thing happens, and all this energy! into this for ehhh! for what?! #freenode



2021-05-16 02:45:22 AM

this is the quicknote function in MDwriter… or whatever it’s called.

I wanted to write a random blog entry, and I feel I may do that.

hello there, world, how are you doing this evening? I feel you need to know that it’s a beautiful time to be alive, and that you should consider doing something that makes you happy.


it goes a long way, and do something that makes someone else happy too.

give a smile, give a compliment, open a door, genuinely listen to someone.

anything is better than nothing and it all goes a long long way.

here’s a photo I took at the beach today:

it’s 8.8 megs and PNG, so it may take a moment to show up. the lyft driver on the way back was amaaazing to talk with, and i think perhaps i made a new friend! we talked about stand up comedy, art, consciousness, and a bunch of other stuff. check out his work here:

Jimtheditor on twitter

I told him about mastodon, he loved the idea.

oh, and also i have ordered some herbs. they’re on the way.

  • lomatium
  • myrrh
  • nettle
  • and the pure siberian fir oil has already arrived, and it’s a game changer. (abies sibericus)

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

<!DOCTYPE html>

2021-05-14 22:02:10 PM

daycount quicknote in mweb.

this looks pretty damn neat on ios bigscreen versus the phone.. wow :) it was made for ipad not the other way around…

hello there omar

i love this!

table name type of table what the dilly hello there
footable one linear no dilly,yo, yo. hi
table two just a table yes lo

inline code would go here

May 14, 2021 at 10:04:29 PM

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth


Yes except this is a bad therapists wet dream. Because it enables a perpetual therapy loop.

The spiral is the multiverse of human experiential canvas and can be continually re adjusted during ones lifetime.

***It does not have to be just one thing. ***

This very concept is incredibly difficult to grasp and execute for upwards of 80% of the general population, for good reason-

the fear circuitry of the mind has to be entirely disabled or broken by the will to free the conscious mind up enough to allow for this play in the subconscious and within the experiential canvas of the person.

(Imho.) your mileage may vary.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

thanks to abebooks.com versus paying 24.99 on amazon.. :–) #supportindependentbooksellers #abebooks #reading #spirituality #consciousness all that manner of things..

great text, was given to me by an old san francisco neighbor, and i have not seen my copy in 7 years, and have been itching to read it again. so it will be here in 4-12 days. =woohoo= !

excellent book. if you haven’t read this i highly recommend it.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

the co-opting of social media by the established bankers is none other than a well crafted assertion of power and oweness unto the entire infra and the devices /portals / mirroring boards at hand. It’s in fact so well done and so psychologically complex, most would never identify it as such. furst doze, et hoc genus omne, and all derivatives.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

Enter your email to subscribe to updates.