.:. ::: ! (o) These are words Ramo Wrote.

I say things, I feel things, I see things, I think things, I intuit things, and I experience life in the moment, in all its non linear quantum glory.

0-6 spain, 6mos-1.5yrs monterey, then 1.5-5 waldorf.. then evanston 5-7 (with new jersey), then 7-8 in fremont, then 8-10 in columbia, then landing in saugus,ca at 10- high school.

o was talking with a friend of mine yesterday and discussing memories of early life, and so i decided to explain that i was never really in one place all that long, but did live in the following places:

  • Rota, Spain
  • Monterey, CA
  • Waldorf, MD
  • Evanston, IL
  • Cherry Hill, NJ
  • Fremont, CA
  • Columbia, MD
  • Saugus, CA
  • Redlands, CA
  • San Francisco, CA
  • Saugus, CA
  • Ventura, CA

Ive been around a little bit, apparently !

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

i am pretty sure i am just writing this stuff for myself, because i dont know that anyone is actually reading these.

i haven’t gotten anyone to use submit,as for months, and i wish i could stop paying for it, but i should just contact support, because there doesnt seem to be any way to remove it.

i wonder if swapping it for reply.as is easier, or respond.as or whatever its called....


i also wonder, what is the future of this country, and where it all going

i also wonder why people are so under developed in their deep personality and content with emulating either authority figures or celebrity or whatnot., (they must watch tv) (it shows and its sad) precious few people try to be themselves, or learn what that even is...

anyway, i feel like ive said all this before and i know ive thought all of it so many times its not even the slightest bit entertaining, its just here to fill space...

have a great day !

did you know the japanese artists define things by the space that isnt defined moreso than the things that are so the way the leaves and reeds and so on are positioned in sumie, is more about what the white space looks like than anything else..., food for thought

so go claim some white space and create something

i think its now time for a walk even tough tis cold outside...

wish i had someone to come with me.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth



are phones there nationalized or are they paying for them? either way, this is something that I think would generate a civil insurrection in the united states. there would be places that would probably end up being molotov’d and such, if the people who had not wanted to get the shots had their mobile internet taken away.

please note, i really hope none of the above occurs, it would not be good for the united states.

also note, i really hope the summer is not as fucked up as it’s somewhat looking like it may or may not be, in certain aspects and regards.

*** here’s to a peaceful, happy and healthy summer ***

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

so its been a while and i dont even really know why I do this thing..

but that doesn’t mean I’m getting rid of it. for one, i still need to get back into therapy, because my old one quit when he turned 80. but i just like the idea of having a professional person to talk to that doesn’t unwarrantedly talk shit, and has some training into the mechanization of the human mind. it’s comforting somewhat, and i don’t dislike it.

finding a good one is tricky, most of them are too judge-mental or too busy taking notes. Jim, the last one, didn’t take notes and I loved that about him. It was incredible because it literally just felt like a friend who occasionally asked very specific questions after a while, he was a very wonderful therapist. I asked him how he remembered stuff and he said he just listened with an open heart an open pair of ears, person to person.

I wonder how many therapists out there are like that. He said also that he didn’t judge, but always listened with curiosity and would occasionally ask things in a very particular way to aide in his understanding of things, if it wasn’t making sense to him as to why I was talking about a certain thing, much like a friend would do. Jim was neat.

I didn’t intend on writing about that, but it’s not an issue anyway. I opened the client without any idea what I wanted to write about.

Most of you who are tech folks like tech things. I don’t. I was explaining this to a friend today, I like it when computers just work, I don’t like working to make computers work, or finding out how to fix them when they are not. I did when I was younger, and thats where the money in computer work is, but it’s not fun as a job, it’s not even fun when you’re not getting paid. I’d rather smash it than fix it, so it’s not a good match to (and I’m joking, I’d rather just leave it alone and go outside if it’s being stubborn and ignore it..) It’s too, “alien.” at least most people or most physical type tasks give clear indication as to why something isn’t working,without having to learn specialized languages or error codes to understand it. Safe to say I am not a computer techno junkie anymore, and I am fully okay with that.

In my twenties I had a closet with ten computers though, at least it sounded like there were ten but there were actually four in there. and I had four monitors, it was ridiculous.... There was no need for that but I thought there was at the time. On the left was linux, then a bsd server, then a windows box fully tilted to the hilt, i had hacked the registry a great deal and made it very very stable.. i had gotten windows xp running for 439 days without having to reboot it, and it only needed to reboot because a power outage from a storm had turned it off... I was using it daily for photoshop, and firefox with about 80 tabs running.. it was ridiculously robust... had basically re-configured the kernel to the point where there were two system services running.. kernel32.dll and sys.bat or something of that nature, so the thing could turn on and access a dos shell. otherwise, there was not a damn thing running on it, and it was literally the most stable implementation of windows i’ve ever used.. it was the original unpatched release cd build as well, no service packs.. build 2600... funny as it were.

2600 are good folks btw, most people think they’re dirty hackers, they’re not. they’re much more interested in just having a nice life, and they do make a cool magazine though.

anyway this post has no point, so i’m done now...


oh and irc is not dead. it will never be dead. but if you freenode, forget about that im not following it, but the whole thing is a damn mess...

with love! over and out

oh and i ran into my neighbor today the girl with the dredlocks, we talked for a half hour or so then my friend from san francisco came over because she was in the area, and i hadnt seen her since 2008! that was super cool and we hung out for a few hours, and chatted :) it was really nice to see her again. my cat hissed, but eventually warmed up to her, which is good because she’s a friendly cat, and my friend is a nice person. :) i wanted the two to get along.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

159-2021-tidy-boxes-and-spiky-ones tiny boxes and tidy boxes, who’s boxes are clean and who’s boxes are generating spike proteins?

*** let it be said straight out of the gate that i am not passing judgement on the vaccinated, i do respect them, and this article is about something i was wondering about today and the day before..*** proceed

derp de derp.. so it’s been stated in several places that the spike proteins migrate to the ovaries and testes, once they’ve liberated themselves from the injection site, in the arm… (you would be amazingly dumb to assume they stay there, because the thing goes into your blood, and your blood is a moving circulating thing..) but that was not the point, please continue reading..

  • okay so this makes dating and sharing bodily fluids weirder than ever, because if you don’t want this stuff in your system, that would prevent you from having sexual intercourse with people who have had the vaccine. Because odds are, it’s transmissible person to person, the spike proteins, that is Likely through saliva, and or other bodily fluids.
  • if this makes you uncomfortable sorry, you got here because two people had intercourse, and this article is a pondering about the future of keeping ones blood and dna/rna clean..
  • for those who are unpaired currently, like myself.

if you hadn’t considered that you may spread things like vaccines through your bodily fluids, you probably have been one of those persons who has never accidentally encountered blood during a sexual experience, no matter how gentle one is it’s bound to happen eventually. the minute you see it, that changes everything and you cannot un-think the possibility that something, something in them could now be on or inside of you. In some regard.

before I unleash the main point I will use the more tag


(image credited to: https://prace-ri.eu/)


2021-06-04 02:01:11 AM

so here we are in the year 2021, when dating is odd… its all been computerized, and algorithmically determinant. You may not realize it, but it/and the rest of the world is/has become far more programmed than one may think…

The computer shows you who/what it wants to, it presents things under buttons,boxes, profiles tidy little squares with labels..

The effect/affect on the mind is irrefutably per-mutated, twazzled and twisted all up and about.. This modern world is very ordered and structured, the patterns are irrefutable to those who can see them.

irrefutable. Inscrutible? No. Indefatigable..
okay, well then, where does this leave things?

In a strange place, that’s where.

*The algorithms sort your world invisibly without you even realizing the largess untoward and unto-which way the maths have made every-little-thing go or not appear, there-abouts.. That’s the tall and short of it. *


I cannot say that I like it. I remember back in the day, when I lived in San Francisco (and it may still be like this up there, but I’m not certain) you used to be able to hop on the bus, ride around and meet people on the bus itself! Or just out at Golden Gate park…


Granted this was in the pre-facial diaper period of recent history, and that likely changes things a bit since most people think you’re going to get the bird skurvy from just hanging out with someone or touching them, because they don’t understand science, and watch tv.


Also, don’t fashion me in a pidgeon hole I don’t belong in, I have to have some fun with the situation otherwise I’m literally going to just tell everyone what I actually think, and they won’t be able to handle the raw truth of it. so I’d rather vent in veiled platitudes of humor and grey scale verisimilitudes than bother to actually let everyone know what I’m really thinking. This is easier, I promise.


Also, this entry is incomplete.. but it may be edited and expanded upon later…

Oh yeah, I wanted to offer up some thought I had about hemp crete…

I feel the lumber market is being held artificially high to encourage all this hemp biomass from the past few years cbd rush to form a new market.. i see too many weird patterns in markets to just be wrong all of the time but im probably wrong some of the time.. but these occurances are usually not coincidental..

Hemp has an extremely high carbon sequestration affinity… also the warn on carbon is a war on human life not climate change.. take too much c02 out of the atmosphere and we all may cook to death if shit gets out of hand, its not going to offset this bullshit global warming thing but enhance it.. i will stop there.. i dont like this particular pulpit.. think of what the ocean does with c02.. for the answer to the riddle.. “nuff said

.. has something to do with carbon sequestration.. just watch it all roll out.. govt credits and tax breaks for green housing purchases or producers, initially, if i am correct. Or some type of carrot, see also: draught, etc…

see also: grift: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Environmental,_social_and_corporate_governance

—- okay, I think we’re safely done for now..

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth


so here we are!

Well then, hello. So I’ve been spending the last few days largely being relaxed to varying degrees and not in others, but it’s all in stride, as it were. Have been working on this and that and art and such, and wondering what in the world is going on in the world, without thinking too hard about it.

I had a long 2.5 hour phone chat with a lady the other day, from OKCupid, she thought I was neat, I thought she was neat, but the feeling was that she wouldn’t be calling back.. If she does, that would be neat, but I left the ball in her court, because that felt appropriate. I don’t want to pursue, I want to have it happen naturally, if it’s to happen. If she wants to talk again, she’s got my number. :–) It was a lovely chat though!


I’ve finally ordered some orgonite, and am very very excited to receive it. I’m wondering how long it will take to feel it. I’m tempted to build a succorpunch, as well. But it’s a pretty crazy device, so I’m not entirely sure I want to do that.


Etheric tools… are important.


This blog has zero direction whatsoever, but I wanted to let you know that I’m here, I’m happy, and I’m enjoying life. I hope you are too.

I am very grateful, and wanted to say, thank you, to you the reader, and to everything in this world for existing and being so wonderful. :–)

May you be blessed, and revel in your cosmic and planetary journey.


until the next entry ~ !

:–) Be well, be love, be loved.


~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

Well Then..

I’ve found some bad religion concerts from through the years, on youtube and this is most fabulous because I quite enjoy them, and have since I was in high school…

What’s most satisfying perhaps is the “On The Way” live one, because they are just ripping grooves in the space time of the audience, and well – mmm. It sounds great. I have only seen them a few times live, but it was always fantastic..


So with that being said, here you go.. Enjoy ! I know I did.

Talk with you later, nothing personal in this entry, other than I used to listen to them literally every day on the way to and from high school, and on road trips.. :-D

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth


“The heart speaketh of purity within, nestled deep abreast the chasms of your soul, for it is there where true love strikes, and is felt for an eternity.”

I like this a lot, and I welcome it, the external version of that, and I’m content with the internal version of that. :–) > Grins.. I wrote this like, when I was 19 years old.. Just found the post it note yesterday.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

in many ways i think people are being played like musical instruments, and it’s really not fun to watch. also, in many ways i think this has been going on since the beginning of time, and is nothing specifically new. and in so many ways, i’m not actually complaining about anything, just observing something out loud that i wish would stop, because it’s beginning to be a real pain in the ass, in so many ways. this is also not a haiku, or a very entertaining poem, in so many ways.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

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