.:. ::: ! (o) These are words Ramo Wrote.

I say things, I feel things, I see things, I think things, I intuit things, and I experience life in the moment, in all its non linear quantum glory.

135-2021-a-quick-reminder-to-be-kind

2021-05-16 02:45:22 AM

this is the quicknote function in MDwriter… or whatever it’s called.

I wanted to write a random blog entry, and I feel I may do that.

hello there, world, how are you doing this evening? I feel you need to know that it’s a beautiful time to be alive, and that you should consider doing something that makes you happy.

:)

it goes a long way, and do something that makes someone else happy too.

give a smile, give a compliment, open a door, genuinely listen to someone.

anything is better than nothing and it all goes a long long way.

here’s a photo I took at the beach today:

it’s 8.8 megs and PNG, so it may take a moment to show up. the lyft driver on the way back was amaaazing to talk with, and i think perhaps i made a new friend! we talked about stand up comedy, art, consciousness, and a bunch of other stuff. check out his work here:

Jimtheditor on twitter

I told him about mastodon, he loved the idea.

oh, and also i have ordered some herbs. they’re on the way.

  • lomatium
  • myrrh
  • nettle
  • and the pure siberian fir oil has already arrived, and it’s a game changer. (abies sibericus)

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

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2021-05-14 22:02:10 PM

daycount quicknote in mweb.

this looks pretty damn neat on ios bigscreen versus the phone.. wow :) it was made for ipad not the other way around…

hello there omar

i love this!

table name type of table what the dilly hello there
footable one linear no dilly,yo, yo. hi
table two just a table yes lo

inline code would go here

May 14, 2021 at 10:04:29 PM

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

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Yes except this is a bad therapists wet dream. Because it enables a perpetual therapy loop.

The spiral is the multiverse of human experiential canvas and can be continually re adjusted during ones lifetime.

***It does not have to be just one thing. ***

This very concept is incredibly difficult to grasp and execute for upwards of 80% of the general population, for good reason-

the fear circuitry of the mind has to be entirely disabled or broken by the will to free the conscious mind up enough to allow for this play in the subconscious and within the experiential canvas of the person.

(Imho.) your mileage may vary.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

thanks to abebooks.com versus paying 24.99 on amazon.. :–) #supportindependentbooksellers #abebooks #reading #spirituality #consciousness all that manner of things..

great text, was given to me by an old san francisco neighbor, and i have not seen my copy in 7 years, and have been itching to read it again. so it will be here in 4-12 days. =woohoo= !


excellent book. if you haven’t read this i highly recommend it.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

the co-opting of social media by the established bankers is none other than a well crafted assertion of power and oweness unto the entire infra and the devices /portals / mirroring boards at hand. It’s in fact so well done and so psychologically complex, most would never identify it as such. furst doze, et hoc genus omne, and all derivatives.

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

132-2021-on-ptsd-and-a-healing-apology-life-stuff

i had a really powerful morning

spent some time with the life stream generator after my morning smoothie / coffee beverage and realized some things

PTSD has still played a large part in my social interactions, even recently, and it was largely invisible to me. I wonder if anyone else saw it and identified it before I did. Doesn’t matter, what matters is I’m writing this and growing. :–) Healing.

So, the other week I stumbled upon a new community of awesome people on the web, and I entered a video chat a group one, and at some point in the chat, I noticed the folk were stretching and it looked pretty healing, and they appeared strong and healthy, so I asked if I could pose a question, and asked about the shoulders and posture.

It was wholly un-realistic to expect any sort of answer, but my inner child was desperate and this was something I’ve been working on healing, self trust. For years. Since 2005 when I got in a real bad car crash, and my body wouldn’t even let me get into my bed at night without cradling my head with both hands, it became hard to trust my body.

First off though, I’d like to thank two people for providing and facilitating a safe space without having ever expected this coming, and having such elegance, and grace in doing so – and my apology is twofold – one, for surreptitiously exposing you to, and sharing my trauma with you, and two: An apology because that was inappropriate. I trust that you will understand this is my way of attempting to straighten out perceptive fabrics, and that also herein I’m realizing that I’ve attempted to gauge how safe a space was initially by exposing my worst life events, and seeing how the reaction was.

Not a great way to relate, but this why I’m apologizing, and this is what I realized while I was doing my lifestream session, and this is also likely coming up as today is day 18 of being a life-time non-smoker.

So, Russ Sharek, and Avalon, *in the fashion of Ho’PonoPono, * > Thank you. I’m sorry, Please forgive me. :–) Thank you.

Much aloha.

——-

So this is the end of the entry, because I’ve already encapsulated everything I needed to say here, and to repeat things would just be iterative, and that is another thing about PTSD, it tends to compartmentalize short term memory to avoid further trauma or bad feelings.

In this case, these are all healing thoughts, and there are no bad feelings, just know in the future I intend our interactions to be far more appropriately contextual, and you needn’t worry about me dumping all manner of traumatic events into the deep blue open, this was an old pattern, that I have identified, and being that I am fearlessly and eternally dedicated to healing so that I may become a better person, to those who cross my path, and those who love me, and those in general out there in the world, this is reprogrammed.

Thanks so much!!!

and thank you for being my friend. It is an honor to have met both of you, I think highly of the two of you. :–)

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

this is so important:

Indian Hopi chief White Eagle commented a few days ago on the Covid-19 situation: ′′ This moment living humanity can be considered a door or a hole. The decision to fall in the hole or through the door is yours.

If you consume information 24 hours a day, with negative energy, constantly nervous, with pessimism, you will fall into this hole. But if you take the opportunity to look at yourself, to rethink life and death, to take care of yourself and care of others, you will pass the door.

Take care of your home, take care of your body. Connect with your spiritual home. When you take care of yourself, you take care of others at the same time. Don't underestimate the spiritual dimension of this crisis. Adopt the perspective of an eagle that sees everything from above with a broader vision.

There is a social demand in this crisis, but also a spiritual demand. Both go hand in hand. Without the social dimension, we fall into bigotry. Without the spiritual dimension, we fall into pessimism and futility. You're ready to go through this crisis. Grab your toolbox and use all the tools available to you. Learn to resist by example of Indian and African peoples: we have been and continue to be exterminated. But we never stop singing, dancing, lighting fires and having joy.

Don't feel guilty for feeling lucky during these difficult times. Being sad and energy doesn't help at all. Resistance is endurance through joy!

You have a right to be strong and positive. You have to maintain a beautiful, cheerful and bright posture.

This has nothing to do with alienation (ignorance of the world). It's a resistance strategy. When we walk through the door, we have a new view of the world because we have faced our fears and difficulties.

Here's what you can do now: – Serenity in the storm – Keep calm, meditate daily – Make a habit of encountering the sacred every day. Show endurance through art, joy, trust and love

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

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~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

a good friend posted the following question on facebook. I responded in two blurbs.

What would the world look like if each and every person followed their Heart?

preface: at the beginning and end of every day, i feel most people are doing absolutely the best they can and know how to, and attempting to be a good person, in the way they uniquely understand. it has taken years to strip away bias and arrive at this conclusion.

anyway, to my friend~

My answers were as follows:

i think most people are. if not, they’re doing the best they can. this assumption imho comes from a place of critical assumption, and ganders that people are “somehow not” following their hearts? if they’re not, (just bear with me for a moment), then what are they following? if they’re following something other than their hearts and it’s an identified outside source like say social convention, then what’s to say they’re not putting genuine emotions and investment of time energy and care into those things?

maybe i’m missing the point, and if thats the case i do apologize, but i wanted to provide some gentle and thoughtful additional something to ponder along with this prompt. :)

if it’s outside the scope of what you intended this post for, please don’t hesitate to remove this.

with love,

db/omar/ramo/ringo :D

and the second answer I thought about it a little more before I decided to leave and do something else.

that being said, i’ll attempt to answer your question: only a presumptuous person would be able to answer that, because there is literally too much entropy to assume one could know such a thing, and to assume one can know such a thing and be convicted in that belief, is to short change the science of entropy and ultimately free will, and is none other than the ego wanting to feel safe, secure, and drawing a finite thing to glob onto. (again, this is entirely okay, it’s what the human mind does.)

🙂

imho, we really could not ever hope to answer the question posed, but it’s a nice thing to wonder about, if you feel a need to guide others in one direction or another. it’s some sort of interpersonal struggle to feel in control, of something. usually, for most people, when this is at the forefront of their minds.

(i’ve shed a lot in the last few months and came to realize these things, perhaps it’s helpful, perhaps not, but again feel free to delete this if it’s out of scope or offensive. i am not aiming to be either of those two things, just give some extra canvas to think on, roll around in and get paint on oneself with.) 😀

~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

i wanted to write a post, i will be saying happy mothers day and spending time with my mom instead, but i will write a post this evening, and i dont know what it will be about yet, but it will be something that is enjoyable to write.

and that is all for now.

besides wishing all the mothers out there a happy mothers day!

more later, but likely below it, because leaving a little bookmark like this slightly wedged under the door is kind of fun. :D

hugs and smiles from southern california.

Ramo / Omar / DB / Ringo / Just a humble human.. :D

oh also, recently I got this app called calenderium, and it says all the things that happened notably in the last hundred years or so on “this day” which is pretty fascinating, if you like patterns…

here is one from the app, and i’ll include a substantive post about this thing later, because it segues with Terrence MacKenna’s TimeWave Zero Theory, from what I can tell, and is a pretty cursory way to attenuate that signal, if you’re new to pattern matching through out historical and contemporary contexts…

09.5.1980 – In Florida, Liberian freighter MV Summit Venture collides with the Sunshine Skyway Bridge over Tampa Bay, making a 1,400-ft. section of the southbound span collapse. Thirty-five people in six cars and a Greyhound bus fall 150 ft. into the water and die.

anyway, there’s one,

09.5.1915 – World War I: Second Battle of Artois between German and French forces.

09.5.1865 – American Civil War: President Andrew Johnson issues a proclamation ending belligerent rights of the rebels and enjoining foreign nations to intern or expel Confederate ships.

09.5.1763 – The Siege of Fort Detroit begins during Pontiac's War against British forces.

and contra-posto:

09.5.1386 – England and Portugal formally ratify their alliance with the signing of the Treaty of Windsor, making it the oldest diplomatic alliance in the world which is still in force.

image included for media card foo, and is totally a non-sequitor. however, here’s the lowdown on the image, and i vectorized it so as to not be sued into oblivion by the house of seagram.

Propaganda Campaign Ran 1941-1945.. Summary : Text from image: 'Free Speech Doesn't Mean Careless Talk! This poster is published by the House of Seagram as part of its contribution to the National Victory Effort' Artist
Essargee (Goff, Seymour R.) Creator (corporate)
Distillers Corporation-Seagrams Ltd.

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~ Ramo / Omar / Doctor-Beans / citizen of earth

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